However, not in the way I had expected. Toward the end of the novel, I found myself thinking that either Carl was going to kill Fred or Fred was going to kill Carl or one of them would kill themselves. There was so much anger, tension, and self-pity built up around these two characters, that disaster seemed imminent.
I was thrown for a loop when in the final pages, a devious plan was concocted by Adam, who up until this point had seemed completely innocuous. His love for Elizabeth had been transferred to Carl and he could no longer stand by and watch Carl's life fall apart. In a cooly calculated and bold manner, he reinacted the night of Elizabeth's death -- only this time, he was at the wheel instead of Carl and Fred was his passenger. He had meticulously planned every last detail to ensure his crime appeared to be an accident and left everything he had to Carl and Lizzie. In the ultimate sacrifice, he committed suicide and murder by running his car into a tree.
After Adam's passing, Carl discovers that Adam was his father, through a letter Adam has left for him. I wonder if now Carl will be able to start his life again, knowing that he is no longer tied to the fate of his father? Or will he suspect this accident was in fact a crime, committed on his behalf, and be once again crippled by guilt and grief? Will he be able to outrun his tragic history, or be tied down forever?
We are left to wonder....
And so, I will close with this song, which ponders the future noting "some trees will bend and some will fall, but then again, so will us all." Click below to hear "In a Future Age" by Wilco.




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